Call it the mind-numbing boredom of my summer job, or the not-so-summer-like weather we are experiencing, but I decided to post again. It has been quite some time. I feel like the past however long that I've left silent could be summed up in few words. "Failed attempt at love" or "Failed attempt at being loved", but more likely the truth is less fatalistic and more like; "An exploration of my expectations", or simply; "Hiding." Whatever it is/was, I find myself suddenly alive again, re-animated like a revived cylon emerging from the birthing pool.
Put the good my pocket and set the rest down. Lesson learned.
Ojala (Inshallah)
So I am facing the summer. No travel plans in the immediate future, though Mexico sits, waiting in the fall. I'm good with that. Summer in Colorado. New bike and endless trails. Good friends, good family. No illusions. Renewed hope. There are definitely worse things in the world. I could list them if you would like; but not just now...
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